first week

was busy. Running around, finding classes, getting the feel for new professors. They’re all a little weird. Right now I call them: The General, John Locke, Dane Cook, and Grandpa Hippie.

Went kayaking on the ocean for the first time over the weekend. It’s not so fun. The rolling of the oceans is definitely more noticeable in smaller boats. Miserable.

Now I’m sitting and watching Star Wars II. For this reason alone:

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boys

Boys and their flirting. You meet someone and they are good friend-material. They obviously think they have more potential. You tell them you’re not interested. What do they do?


Ignore all the things!

Sigh. I don’t want to be mean. But what am I supposed to do? It’s awkward.

I made banana bread today. Since you know next to nothing about me:  B.B. is my favorite. I make it all the time. It’s hard to not eat it all.

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Last Week

Meaning, of course, that I only have one week left of summer. Things are coming to a close. A new lifestyle approaches. Ah, well.

I’m excited.

In about two hours an old friend is coming over. I’ve mostly parted ways with this person. Although we get along well, but too much time together and I feel like I’m becoming negative, or less…what I’m supposed to be. They have a strong influence about them.

I really feel kind of guilty about it—but I need to spend more time with the people who challenge me to be better, or lift me up, instead of this. I have to keep reminding myself of that.

So we’re gonna watch a tv show. They’ve been gone all summer.

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goodbyes

I went to sushi with my best friend today. She’s leaving in the morning for another year of college. I’m not good at reaching out. We always talk less when she’s gone. I’m sort of dreading it.

Tonight Dad is surprising Mom with a hotel and play in Sonora. It’s pretty cute, he was so excited. He forgot to plan for things like clothes and toiletries, but I helped him smuggle them out today. I hope they have a good time.

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Is it really that bad if someone sees who you are? Why is it humans have a problem with letting someone else see that they are human?
Joseph Gogler

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