translation?

It is interesting to look back at old posts and videos and see myself in the past. I wonder how I was that young, or so changeable. Is this an oscillation that I go through or am I really growing? I won't be able to tell at this point for another year or so, and what happens then?

Some day I'm going to sit down with a psychologist. There are so many things about myself that I don't understand the reasons for. I want to ask someone who knows what qualities are usual and which ones are not. I've always suspected..

I'm still learning myself. I don't think I'll ever be done.

Posts like this crop up when I've spent weekends sick. Never mind me.