early morning

I woke up fairly early this morning (5:30) for no reason whatsoever. But my mind was wide awake so I gave up on trying to go back to sleep.

A muted sadness has been weighing me down. I think it has to do with a lack of activity, or something. I feel like my passion has diminished. Luckily, the school year is about to start.

Another good thing: Mom came in my room this morning and told me how proud of me she was—something I’ve been needing to hear.

I read Psalm 37 before the sun came up. Continue reading →

Woke up early after not much sleep today. I’m still sick, third week going. Mom texted me around seven thirty and said that as soon as she was dressed she was taking me to the doctor. I guess she heard me coughing from across the house.

Went to the doctor for three hours, passed out, had blood drawn, mrr mrr mrr, eventually told I have a terrible virus and just sort of need to wait it out. They gave me more, stronger medication though so that’s a yay.

Came home and did a lot of nothing. Almost fell asleep and witnessed the longest half hour of my life thus far. (In which I also did nothing, it just took forever to pass.) I’m so tired of coughing.

Anyway, if anyone besides me ever happens to read this I apologize for that boring bit of drivel.


I cannot wait for school to be over. School utterly destroys my creative drive and will to write. Or read. Ugh. Summer, you cannot arrive soon enough.


Supernatural does not run through summer. ;_;  [/one complaint] Continue reading →

I met a deaf boy at school

He saw me signing and thought I was deaf. When I was about to leave, he came up and asked me if I was deaf. I told him no. Tosha was with me, and he turned and asked her the same. Of course she said no also.

We tried to talk to him. But after saying hi, he just turned around and walked away. I felt kind of sad, actually. I think he was just looking for people like himself. I sort of wished I was. He looked nice. Continue reading →

Mom and I are getting pictures taken

But right now, it’s raaiiinninnnng! Noooo. ;_;

Well hopefully that will all clear up.

Also, I woke up this morning with a strong urge to spout my Slytherin pride. I need to find a good venue still.

And lastly, my brain decided to dream me up a horror movie. Oddly enough I wasn’t too scared in the dream, but I definitely was recognizing stuff that would be scary. It was…odd. All about this big old house that looked old-mansion on the outside, but was in fact hollow on the inside. I don’t know what I’m doing.

P.S. Night before last my dream was about Lucius Malfoy, and I must have been Snape, and it was our yooung days. Tell me why, I always think they were friends in my dreams? I honestly wanted to help him. Then I woke up, and was like, ugh.

Re-reading this whole ramble, I can tell I’m pretty tired. Off to school! Continue reading →

Half-way done with finals. I’ve only got two left, and one of them is so easy it shouldn’t even be considered a final.

Last big one tomorrow, then I’m free!!

Back to reading, writing, hobbys, ahh. All those things I miss. I have an ‘unread’ shelf waiting for me.

Soon enough even that will be over, but for now, I’m liking the anticipation.

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